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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Endure Me Not, I Care For You So Much at 4:37 AMStare of a pawn of forever, it will be impossible :( It melts me. His wide eyes that seems to be funyy for others but sparkling for me. Those milliseconds come up for me a s decade and i find it hard to let go since i know it might not happen again. It freezes me together ith th world around me, it is a s if we all hold our breathes to watch a midnight sun. It aftermath still does not fades, i am still high on its spirit. I had it record in my mind and in my whole being as well, and i love playing it backwards though the cd might have a scratch on it, i dont are, it enlightens my soul. I know that you've flown a away but, you will never fade :( A million blah-blahs. He do look like the man who had first pricked my heart. He is really like him, his physical appearance, his attitude, the way he looks, the way he walks, the way he stare, the situation and my adrenaline when i am with him is exactly the same. Some says i am in to him because i see the past in him, and sadly, they are correct. Somehow, though we don;t have any connections, the man from the past still haunts me together with our happy memoirs and i am really hating it. But please, let me at least think that the guy in the present won't be like the one in the past; let me at least imagine that he will not leave me hanging for him; let me at least treasure this moment that nothing is happening, everything is on their proper places; let me at least dream... that he looks at me the way i do for him. Endure me not, i care for you so much :( So plese stay where you are. Please give me another second that i wil treasure forever. please let me think that i also exist in your world, like how you dominate mine. Labels: blog, blogging, breaks, chichirkokak, gulin, hakuna, heart, love, matata, past, personal, problems, rhea, rheiyachen, rheiyapot |
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