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Thursday, November 26, 2009
Hurt Me Once, It Will Tickle Me :) at 1:40 AM So my day starts as plain as possible. Nothing to talk about, nothing to set my spirit up. But as time goes... someone tickles my heart while he is doing aything.Yeah, i am talking about the guy again. The guy who sets my energy on that's why they call me hyperactive. The big eyed guy that stares on me blankly, while i do reflect it with every meaning as possible. The guy that makes me laugh, laugh, laugh and laugh even more enduring evry hatred, burdens, grudge i bear in my heart. I know what my friends will think... that a happy ending is impossible. I hella dont care. Say anything you want, your energy becomes useless. I know that i will just end up so in to him, then he will leave... then i will realize that there was actuallty nothing for me to hold, maybe i am gripping in a rope of my imagination. I am only taking everything exaggerately, while i am just a simple, plain girl for him. I will just end up... waiting for nothing... expecting for an impossible dream. But i dont care again. i am dumb of these kinds of pain. I am really used to it thats why i am not afraid to feel it over... and over again for it has no effects on me anymore. Hurt me again, you're just tickling me babe ☺ Labels: blog, blogging, breaks, chichirkokak, hakuna, heart, love, matata, pain, rhea, rheiyachen, rheiyapot Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Heart Is Like a Needle In The Bottom of the Sea at 6:25 AM Judge him baby! I really don't care!I really can't resist to post him here in my blog. I have been surfing the net for two hours for new updates for him, sadly, there aren't anything new in the web :( So i know what you're thinking... "who is this guy?" CALVIN CHEN IS THE NAME. He is the one who is holding my heart now, though he is million miles away from me and i am 100% sure that he doesn't know me, or he does not even now that Rhea Gulin exists. His smile is priceless, his attude is so angelic, his humor though corny... can really sweep you off your feet. He is really impeccable. He is a member of the four-piece band Fahrenheit of Taiwan. He star on the tv show KO One, X-Family, Romantic Princess, KO One 2, and his upcoming shows: Love Buffet and Momo love. He can sing, dance, act, and he has anything a girl could ask for. He is a simple guy, believe it or not. He just dreams to be happy, and be married at the age of 30 which will be 1 year from now. (I hope i am that lucky girl XD) But the sad fact is, he cannot find any girl that will really makes her heartbeat, thought alot of girls around the globe is aspiring to be. I am surely not the one, but i hope he will have his happy ending sooner or later. So that's all everyone, good evening! ☺ Note: Facts are all from the web. I personally don't know anthing about him :( Labels: blog, blogging, calvin, chen, fahrenheit, god, heart, love, personal, rhea, rheiyachen, rheiyapot Endure Me Not, I Care For You So Much at 4:37 AMStare of a pawn of forever, it will be impossible :( It melts me. His wide eyes that seems to be funyy for others but sparkling for me. Those milliseconds come up for me a s decade and i find it hard to let go since i know it might not happen again. It freezes me together ith th world around me, it is a s if we all hold our breathes to watch a midnight sun. It aftermath still does not fades, i am still high on its spirit. I had it record in my mind and in my whole being as well, and i love playing it backwards though the cd might have a scratch on it, i dont are, it enlightens my soul. I know that you've flown a away but, you will never fade :( A million blah-blahs. He do look like the man who had first pricked my heart. He is really like him, his physical appearance, his attitude, the way he looks, the way he walks, the way he stare, the situation and my adrenaline when i am with him is exactly the same. Some says i am in to him because i see the past in him, and sadly, they are correct. Somehow, though we don;t have any connections, the man from the past still haunts me together with our happy memoirs and i am really hating it. But please, let me at least think that the guy in the present won't be like the one in the past; let me at least imagine that he will not leave me hanging for him; let me at least treasure this moment that nothing is happening, everything is on their proper places; let me at least dream... that he looks at me the way i do for him. Endure me not, i care for you so much :( So plese stay where you are. Please give me another second that i wil treasure forever. please let me think that i also exist in your world, like how you dominate mine. Labels: blog, blogging, breaks, chichirkokak, gulin, hakuna, heart, love, matata, past, personal, problems, rhea, rheiyachen, rheiyapot Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Throw Those Boulders, My Head Is Ready :) at 1:13 AMSummon those happy thoughts and reminsce those bloopers to reconcile your wounded heart. Having juvenile point of view, is never and acceptable xcusein facing those thorns of life since you can even get out of the way of your problems if you want to. It is a natural selection of life, the so-called problems. It is everywhere together with the dust in the wind. it can be as easy as one-two-three... or as hard as 8y(6x-45z)=n2. But one thing is for sure, there is something that flows in the path they don't use to go. So i want to share something about myself. I really hate sarcastic people, though i am one of them. But this girl is being sarcastic without any reason, and she is f*cking proud of it! She walks like a goose and kisses like a moose. She laughs so soft, and makes sure guys will notice it. Her eyes sparkles and makes sure that guys will be amazed. She makes herself so irresistable and for me, so irritable!! Arrgh... i really want to pull her hair out of her head! Enough of that girl, so what's the biggest problem i had ever experienced? Maybe, that will be within my family. I really don't know why but somehow, i feel so alone in here. When i have done somethig wrong, they will scold me and that's okay, but when my brother commits a simple mistake, they also blame me! Now that's unfair! But still.. I manage to sit back, relax and enjoy and let God's will happen. Good thing they start to notice their flaws and tried hard to change it. Its never too late, for i know we are all unimpeccable. So now, i find it really exciting when my school bell ring, and i set off to go home. Our place may not be a mansion, but it is now a haven of TLC ☺ So Throw Those Boulders You Got There Babe! For My Head Is Ready to Bump It All! Labels: blog, blogging, chichirkokak, god, gulin, hakuna, matata, mistakes, personal, problems, rhea, rheiyachen, rheiyapot Monday, November 23, 2009
Breathing Fire On Winter at 5:10 AM![]() As i set off the bounds of a simple interaction i suddenly feel the haste of urge to have a blog on my veins. When everybody wants to speak out their minds by shouting and having their freedom of expression, i kinda like to sit on my black bench to reconcile all my burdens underneath my expedients. To set things straight the princess namingly as Chichirikokak is just a plain fourteen year old girl of the country Philippines. Half proud and half ashame of her inception, for it means she is a pinoy, and that makes her some kinda poor looking. She loves everything as long as it possess the color pink and orange. Yeah, she is damn a prep and a girly girl and is bragging about it. She hates those emos and goths, she really can't understand what's the sense of looking into life that way. She is selfish and really bossy. She can embarrass you whenever, whatever, wherever but one thing is for sure, she will do it with a reason. She is a friend of a geek, a nerd, a jock, a drama queen and other stereotypes you know. She loves Chemistry and Math and really hates History. She is havinga hard time memorizing and she is not even trying to do so. Chichirikokak is unpredictable. She can be so friendly and sarcastic. When everyone wants to cry, she kinda like to laugh about those suicidal problems. She is happy go lucky and super clumsy. She can be a monster with a crown. I won't say that Chichirikokak is unique, let us put it this way: Winter season, but Chichirikokak breathes fire. ☺ Labels: blog, blogging, chichirkokak, gulin, hakuna, matata, personal, rhea, rheiyachen, rheiyapot |
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